Monday, December 27, 2010

TRIP KE CAMERON HIGHLAND!!!

PREFECTS TRIP TO CAMERON HIGHLAND
21st December 2010-22nd December 2010

aku sabau kan jgk aty...
pujuk jgk bpk aku kasi pegi...
berbekalkan ubat disisi...
melangkah jugak...

so...
trip tu sepanjangnye
aku makan ubat je lah tanpa henti...

Day 1- 21st december 2010

pg gerak dari school...
doa bebanyak dijauhkan dari
malapetaka...

singgah kat perhentian2...
dari perhentian mane tah...
ke Tanjong Malim...
pastu stop kat Tapah...

ke Perak la tu Yob!!!

lalu kat Lata Iskandar but x stop...
naik bukit to Cameron Highland...

dlm hati...
penatnyer dlm bas!

Stop kat Cameron Valley...
ladang tea yg agak best disitu...
jln2 ambik gambar...
pastuh,
beli tea...
ehehehe...

check in kat Apartment
dgn perut yg agak2 lapar...
:)
and x boleh pijak lantai sbb sejuk tersgt2
and hujan rebas lak time tu...
SEJUK!!!

duk kejap tgk tv...
iron baju and siap...
lalu keluar utk g dinner...

Kat Hotel Villa Dahlia...
kitorg dinner...
then ade performance...
award giving,dll...

Day 2- 22nd december 2010

pg2 dah kuar check out...
g breakfast...
then g MARDI...
pastu ladang ros...
ladang strawberi...
pasar segar...
Bee Farm...
then on the way balik...
singgah jap kat Lata Iskandar...

then byk pit stop and by 11.45 pm
aku sampai gak ke rumah...
setelah abes bershopping bagai kat sane...

p/s: love my new Strawberry pillow!!! :)


fun outing day after exam... :)

Outing day with the girls...
Me, Mira, Lynda, and Nemo...

having so much fun
coz kuar dgn member an...
even aku saket aty gak
ade org tu x tunaikan janji
and x show up pun td...
stupidity betul!!!

tp td kitorg g tgk
THE CHRONICLES OF NARNIA
-VOYAGE OF THE DAWN TREADERS-
best2...
wlpn tgk sorg2 kat seat tuh...
and seat sebelah kosong...
aku terbayangkan cik Saifudin
ade sebelah aku tgk sekali...
baru smgt aku pulih kot.
;-p

Mkn mcm2 kot...
and first time diperkenalkan dgn
KOREAN DELIGHT...
so,...sgt excited utk mkn lg...
ngeee :)
P/S: sup miso the best ah...

nak shopping budjet lak xde...
so,sabau jelah...
balik dgn mak Mira...

sampai mlm baru balik...
tp okeh la...
having fun really...






Ke-demam-an Melande diriku!!!

18 december 2010
working day
tp demam since kena hujan
waktu balik dari umah ibu last nite...

gudnez...

b4 exam demam...
after exam pown demam...
penat betul ah!
Ke sbb antibiotik aritu x abes?
Aehehehe...
my mistake...

degil sgt nak tunjuk kebal penyakit...
mgok...

19 december 2010
still demam...
smpai stay kat umah je mkn ubat
dah rase separuh mati x tahan der...

20 december 2010
g klinik Terachi utk check...
siap buat ujikaji darah lg...
(saket der)
ehehe...
awwwwwwwwwww....
-sambil dlm ati pk sal mende lain
and tanak tgk jarum-


LAST DAY OF STPM...... oh yeah!!!

15th December 2010-Wednesday
Paper ke-8 STPM 2010...
hari ke 7...
BAHASA MALAYSIA KERTAS 1

kertas terakhir yg mesti aku hadapi
sebelum betul2 selesai dgn peperiksaan ini...

mmg nervous...
mmg excited...
mmg giler takut...

disinilah penghabisan...
penentu...
titik noktah sebuah perjalanan...

yelah...
kalau org lain...
takat ulang semester je...
tp aku?
Ulang daripada mule tu...
Mau x giler dibuatnye?

keluar dewan masing2 senyum je...
tp dlm hati aku tau...
semua berbaur rase...
setidaknye aku rase begitu...

kuar dewan exam...
gembira  sbb dpt jwb dgn baik...
and lancar...
rase yakin dgn paper terakhir tu...

aku ase seolah2 aku dah buat yg terbaik...
ape je result yg bakal aku terima,
aku berserah jelah skrg nih...
hopefully baguslah kan...
AMIN... ^_^

tp the hardest part...
ialah...
meninggalkan sekolah...

kitorg main tepung sume...
as a symbol of a freedom...
and the end of torturing years....

we have go beyond than we expect...
I am so proud of myself and others...
the journey...
it has been amazing...
that is was important...

and also...
we all have to say goodbyes...
the last waves...
the farewell...
which can be hard to do...

especially when your heart really does
attach to the ones you loves...

and I find its hard to say goodbye,
to all my friends who i'll be missing afterwards
and...
to him...
he is one of the hardest part to say goodbye...

that day we talk...
he says something to me...
and I talk back to him...
and then I have to see he leaves...

but...
isn't that is what I always want?
Run from his shadows?
Never met him afterwards?
Build my life without his name?
YES, IT IS!!!

why is in the world
when the time comes,...
it is so hard?

My heart felt sooo heavy...
but, eventually...
people says goodbyes...
and move on...
which exactly what I do...

hope things are going better...

Monday, December 13, 2010

Jealousy... and the tips i got 4 everyone... also as a piece of advice for myself

HOW TO OVERCOME JEALOUSY IN A RELATIONSHIP
Jealousy is a human emotion that we all instinctively experience at some point in our lives. Jealousy can refer to a strong desire for or envy of someone else’s success, stature, or possessions.

Taken in a social context, it can refer to a perceived threat to a valued relationship or to its quality. Jealousy may cause someone to be doubtful of his or her partner and feel threatened by his or her interaction with certain people. It involves a fear of losing the other person.

There are different kinds of jealousy and educating yourself on them may help you and your partner develop a stronger relationship.
Healthy Jealousy

Jealousy doesn’t necessarily indicate negative connotations in all cases. After all, it is quite natural for men and women to be protective and possessive of the one that they love. In a relationship, when feelings of jealousy are mild and occasional, it reminds the couple not to take each other for granted. It can encourage couples to appreciate one another and make an effort to ensure the other person feels valued.

Having reservations about your significant other going to a strip club, the sight of him or her drooling over an attractive person of the opposite sex, or witnessing him or her flirting with someone else are innocent examples of how jealousy can be a perfectly normal reaction.
Destructive Jealousy

Sometimes, jealous feelings can balloon out of proportion. It is a completely different story when jealousy becomes frequent, intense, and irrational. Once you reach this stage, you obsessively begin to question your lover’s loyalty to you and it sends you into a blind rage. You may even try to restrict your partner’s interactions with other people and constantly monitor where he or she goes and what he or she does.

If you can’t control your jealousy, it is bound to be detrimental to your relationship. It eats away at the most important thing holding it together – trust. It can leave your loved one constantly feeling like they are walking on eggshells.

If you find yourself drifting into the realm of harmful and unhealthy jealousy, there are things you can do to prevent it from ruining your current and future relationships.
Identify the Root of the Problem

What is causing this unfounded jealousy? You may behave this way because you have been cheated on in the past. This may cause you to be more possessive and controlling in a new relationship for fear of repetition, even if he or she has never given you a reason to be doubtful.

If this is the case, it is important to deal with these feelings and insecurities before you enter a new relationship. Harboring unresolved feelings from past relationships is a sure sign that you aren’t ready for a new one.
Give yourself a Reality Check

Focus on what is really happening, not what you perceive to be happening. How realistic is the threat? What evidence do you have that your relationship is in danger? Distinguish fact from fiction.

If you have no solid grounds for feeling jealous, your false accusations will cause a lot of unnecessary strain on the relationship. Don’t let your imagination draw a negative picture of your partner.
Positive Self-Talk

Sometimes, you need to give yourself a pep talk. When you start feeling those twinges of jealousy, remind yourself that your partner loves you and is committed to you. Realize that he or she is with you for a reason. These self-affirmations can help you boost your confidence.
Seek Reassurance

If you can’t talk yourself out of a jealous funk, perhaps communicating your feelings will help resolve your insecurities. One of the best ways to beat jealousy is to ask your partner for reassurance. Make sure you don’t take an accusatory, nagging, or bullying tone with him or her. Instead, share your feelings of doubt and ask them to help you overcome them.

By communicating your feelings, you can work out solutions together.
Get an Objective Opinion

Ask a close friend to take note of your behaviour around your boyfriend or girlfriend. Sometimes, you aren’t fully aware of your actions, especially when emotions like jealousy cloud your judgment. By getting a neutral party’s perspective, it can help you fully understand the extent of your actions.

A good friend will let you know if your behaviour is out of control and destructive.
Set Boundaries from the Start

Try establishing some general guidelines at the beginning of the relationship. Let your partner know what is and isn’t acceptable for you. Be careful not to use this piece of advice as a means to control your boyfriend or girlfriend, just let him or her know what makes you tick.

For example, how far is too far when it comes to flirting? Telling your partner what makes you uncomfortable can also help you trust him or her more since you are divulging sensitive feelings.


Thursday, December 9, 2010

ALL GIRLS day out... outing is always fun... :)

December 9th 2010-Thursday

OUTING DAY!!!

Just the 2 of us...
Me and Cik Nur Hashiema Azhan...

due2 tgh bad mud...
tension jek...
dgn aku ABC lg...
hape lg...
die plak dgn dak Poland tu wat hal g...

hisy mangkuk hayun Poland tu
kalau aku jumpa dlm mse terdekat ni
aku smash je and smack down die
sampai paralyse...
or at least sepak je...
until die tu x blh * da pas ni...
geram betul...
bukan sekali die wat mcm tu!!!

maka plan utk tgk
The Chronicles Of Narnia-
Voyage Of The Dawn Treader
tu pown dibatalkan...
sbb cite tu siyes sgt,
and aku lak xde mud nk tgk cite tu...
plus die kan x minat cite BI an...

last2 kitorg tgk NGANGKUNG
yg mmg cam sengal...
tp best bile dpt gelak time adegan2 stupid berlaku...
lebih2 lg tgk Shaheizy Sam wat muke toya die tu
and suare serak x jd uh... :-p

tu jelah...
then merayap jap...
g makan kat Kopitiam...
Karaoke...
then aku beli komik/manga baru
kat promosi Popular...

p/s: kak,kau tanye aku nk adiah pe an bday aritu?
Kau belikan aku novel je kak...
yg aku jumpe td...

-Horizon Cinta
-Mulanya Satu Cinta
-Kau Kuseru

hak hak hak... (blh plak minx an...)
kau yg suh tuntut eh...
tp yg pling pnting number satu tu aw...

Ciema...
thanks eh td...
hope kite da same2 hepi!

And aku pown dpt
Ice Lemon Tea
Salted Fish Fried Rice
Caramel Pop Corn
and yg pling penting...
Blue Coral Ice Blended
yg mmg ubah hari aku jd indah... :)
bgus2
pk makaaaaaaaaaan je ko kan...

P/s 2: My dear,it felt sooo different without u :)

Kick Ass By Working... :-p

December 8th 2010- Wednesday

just working day at nurul's stall...
coz she is alone...
gain sooo much experience...
and thankfully
my old skills haven't gone anywhere...

got a budget for tomorrow outing...
I really need it...
soo depressed now...

p/s: got a sweet text and call today!!! :)

Monday, December 6, 2010

STPM day 6 and seventh paper... Pengajian Am 1...

Owh...
agak depressed aku pada hari ini...
paper PENGAJIAN AM 1...
paper ke 7...
makne nye tggal 1 paper je lg pasni...

aku agak bengang sbb
mende ni skop die luas sgt...
sampai soalan merapik2 yg x ptt ada
pd fikiran aku dikeluarkan dek MPM...
tahap gaban punye soalan...

maklumlah... aras tinggi...
like I said b4...
tahun transformasi...
adoiyai!!!
:'-(

tp nasib baek la Multioptional Question
objektif-A,B,C,D...

lpas ni tggal paper BAHASA MALAYSIA 1
yg akan aku go go all out
cukop2
bg menebus beberape paper yg cam sengal uh
pertaruhan dan percaturan hidup mati nih!
X leh main2 utk paper last ni...
disitulah sebuah titik noktah
penghabisan...
dan penghentian STPM 2010...
GOODNESS GRACIOUS!!!

dulu, aku ye ye je target...
Paper Sejarah dgn Pengajian Am
tp bile dah exam sume...
aku rase yg bakal menonjol is
Paper Bahasa Malaysia dgn
Pengajian Perniagaan...
dah terbalik pulak...
tu yg kena wat bebetul uh...

memandangkan BM 2 aku dah confident
BM 1 pown kna la confident kan jgk
baru balance and sama rata...

PP...
aku tak la isau sgt2...
walaupun takat ke “nervous” an tu ade
di level dan tahap sepatutnye...
tp aku tau aku da try
and dah buat yg terbaik...

and hopefully,
the result will be fine...

aku harapkan BM dgn PP jelah...
since PAM dgn SJ kalau dpt
lulus atas prinsipal iaitu C+ (2.33)
pown da cukop... hemmmm
hopefully la kan...
AMIN...

aku percaya Allah s.w.t dah takdirkan
perjalanan aku...
so,mungkin ape yg aku suke,
betul2 minat, dan target...
bukanlah ape yg sesuai utk aku...
who knows right?
What will come next in life?

Life is all about suprises...
and it is what u make it...
make the most of it...
with no regrets...
life is too short for regrets...
isn't it? :)

Sunday, December 5, 2010

Angan-angan dalam khayalanku... :)

Sabtu & Ahad
4 & 5 Disember 2010

Kemane perginye diriku?
Alahai...
name pun cuti2 sekolah an...
holiday tyme...
so,ramai la org kawen...

aku kemane lg?
Wedding ler...
sampai 2 wedding aku g...

Sabtu kat Seremban...
rumah Cik Jasroni...
anak die, Jastina married to Nizam...
Silver (mostly black+white theme)

And Ahad lak kat umah Ciema...
akk die yg kawen...
(Chocolate theme)

so,of coz lah...
setiap kali wedding,
ade je new story outcome dari aku...

yg dtg td geng kitorg...
Aku,Ekin,Kiela,Ayein,Atiqah,Atin
Pejo,Afiq,Sayful,Zul

pastu Cikgu Noraini...

then Geng Izuddin...
all Melang Boys...
but,as always...
when I thought “he” would be there,
“he”wasn't...
got another kenduri...
-I mean,WHATEVER-

esok exam PAM 1
even A,B,C...
aku x bce or bukak pown lg...
gile tul...
x sedar2 lg tuh...

asyik dok berangan je...

pasal sape lg...
sal Cik Pudin tulah...
hahaha :-p

berangan jauh2...
study pown x abes lg...
ngoyy!!

tp biase lah...
of coz la lps g wedding dok melangok jap.
Pk what u wanna do in future weds...
(of urself,  I mean...)
“gatai hang na...”
normal la tu an...

takat berangan jek la...
betul2?
Hoooo tidak la saye ready...
belum lagi ye...
lambat lg la kna tggu...
huhuhu ^_^

ngok tul... g study la weyh!!!

p/s:waiting for a call... :)
yg dibawah ini pule...
antara gambar2 kami yg over acting
semasa kenduri...
hahaha enjoy...
selebihnye,
sile refer FACEBOOK ok?

2 dara pinggitan la konon... hahaha

me and pengapit

me and ciekien

sempat2...

sengal kot

hahaha mane g all the guys?

pengantin sebenar hahaha