Time off and stay at HOSPITAL!!!

sgt2 depressed aku disitu...

korg tau la aku x suke hospital...

sgt2 la x nak g sane kalau xde hal penting...

but skrg...

i have to...

utk jge sum 1... 

and aku x delah nk ksh 

or berkira sgt bab2 menjaga ni...

but seriously...

i really hate hospitals...

that is the only problems...

hope i can manage for just these few days,.. 

(long long looooongggg sigh *) huhrmmmm....

Can't wait to further my studies and experience all these campus and uni life... :)

Recently, my cousin was back home...

so we kinda spent time talking...

for most of the time,it was about our love life...

(teens,who are we blaming???) hahaha :-p

but also,... we both doing her assignment...

discussing about her presentations...

and also... her tutorial kinda things...

else than that we also talked about

what life in campus was like...

I was like, demmit!!!

I really want to experience that...

I really do...

she told me all about campus life

she could remembered...

I can't wait to further my studies...

I hope I got accepted in one of the ipt...

(IPTA for TESL) -hopefully-

crossing my fingers for that...

>amin<

P/s: hope the time for me will come

so quick like the blink of eye...

Best Day Of Frenz Outing > Payback time, yeah yeah!!!

Last Monday... 21/3/2011

a day after the wedding...

all of us...

Nurul, Leeya and me...

went to JJ S2...

for a relaxing day and payback time... :-p

(since we didn't get a chance to sing at the wedding)

so we all went to Greenbox...

for a lunch package...

and sang for a straight 3 hours...

damn it was a good time...

we were all singing, taking pictures...

it was a good day spending time

and hang out with your friends...

and then we went for a movie...

Big Momma House 3 Like Father Like Son...

it was a good relaxing movie and kind of

hilarious type, (with the extra sweet part)

then we went back to a karaoke box

and go for another straight one hour of singing...

so total of the song we sang???

not really countable... huhuhuhu :)

did I lost my voice back home...

(kinda, since I sang most of high pitch songs)

total hours we sang? 4 hours tops...

really satisfying and yet tiring... ^_^”

ehehehe

so after that we went home as soon as we can...

and it was definitely a day we all would always

remember and look back one day...

I will always love all of you guys!!! <3

those memories gonna stay in our heart forever...

“Even though we've changed 

and we're all finding our own place in the world, 

we all know that when the tears fall 

or the smile spreads across our face, 

we'll come to each other because 

no matter where this crazy world takes us, 

nothing will ever change so much 

to the point where we're not all still friends.”

Non-Stop Day Dreaming Habit... DEMMIT!!! Stop all this sillyness and crazy-ness A.S.A.P

Ok, as always...

kalau dah cerita sal wedding...

cik Zarina akan jadi agak2 itchy...

so, sape2 yg rase entry ni akan wat korg throw up...

sile prepare or stay away...

since aku tolong Nurul (from last Friday)

aku dapati kitorg sume are getting too much itchy...

especially aku (die) and Nurul... ^_^

hahahaha :)

we have been picturing ourself in that place...

and this sickness is going on like, all the time

the wedding is happening... isy isy isy...

(which is totally embarrassing than ever)

texting and calling, talking about stuffs like that...

and didn't go astray from the topic... >demmit!!!

this, is got to stop...

all of us know that...

its just not that easy to loose it up...

gosh... lets just hope and pray..

one day...

all dreams will come true...

>AMIN<

P/s: Cik Zarina oiiiii....

stop your day dreaming habit lorh!!!

its getting worse than ever by now...

stop it before you got to carried away lah!!!

stop it,like... RIGHT NOW

(its hard to quit, huh???)

A Kids Story... Nephews and Nieces :) (or sort of)

Assalamualaikum

and selamat sejahtera...

(skema lak ai)

well dah lame gak x menulis blog kan...

windu2... tp tulah

mase x mengizinkan...

maklum ah lately ni bz je

memanjang keje...

dri hari last post aku smpai lah last arini...

pendek kate...

selagi belum tutup mate,keje,keje,keje...

hehehe

tp duduk kat kedai byk mengajar aku tentang

seribu satu gelagat dan ragam manusia

yg sgt2 pelbagai...

some are pleasant and some are

kick ass kinda type...

tp ok lah kan dari duk goyang kaki je kat umah...

dpt gak la menggebukan poket ni sikit...

anyway...

sebenarnya aku nak citer sal kids je arini

kanak2 or budak2...

kitorg selalu gelar...

kanak2 Ribena...

ingat x mase kite kecik2 dulu?

Betapa keciknya dunia kite,

and betapa mudahnya jalan fikiran kiter?

I mean masalah terbesar aku mase sekolah rendah ialah

ketika pagi2 sabtu aku duk lepak tgk tv

Kelab Disney aku ase (adap Mickey Mouse)

and my late ma suh g siapkan homework dulu...

huhuhu skrg???

sgt2 complicated according to stages of life I had

kat kedai ade la sorg bdak kecik ni...

yg menyedarkan aku indah sgguh zaman knak2 dulu...

eventhough aku x mcm org lain...

duk je kat umah...

tp still...

masalah terbesar die ialah bile

markah die turun sikit je...

tp mostly problem lbh kurg je walau thap makin advance

I mean... bdak2 mengejek2 betul x???

org dewasa lak terpaksa dgr org sekeliling mengata tntg diri diorg

lebih kurang x???

agak2???

kalau bdak sekolah rendah isau markah penilaian turun...

yg kat high school ni... dok pusing2 sal PMR,SPM,STPM

yg kat U lak dok isau sal Pointer CGPA...

cuma lebih meningkat usia kite..

lebih complicated la perkara yg kite kena deal with...

and talking about kids...

mcm2 perangai kanak2 aku hadap seminggu lebih ni...

sampai kdg2

(dont take me wrong, I do loves kids)

but kdg2 ase nak suh masing2 shut up je...

pening2... ^_^” (sweating)

>pandang kiri kanan before keep writing...<

then sekali uh...

ade lah mix couple...

dun really want to mention what, but still...

they brought their kids for vacation and

that little girl are so damn cute...

looking so adorable...

mix (mamak looks)

so phm2 jelah why aku tersentuh sgt kan,

x yah citer further pun korg boley tgkp kot...

dah la die cam shake my hand sume...

(boley saye bwk die pulang x incik???)

hahahaha

dgn tugas ala2 babysitter kdg2 tu 

tido kan fea and suffyan...

best gak...

tp sekali diorg start meragam...

ha raselah sgt2 …

hehehe :)

anyhow I still loves them by heart...

thats the end of kids story today...

(tetibe rase sgt2 rindu pade anak2 buah sendiri)

P/s: ezatty,ezzany,atyqah...

rindu dgn kamu semua juge... :)

Atyqah

cinta haty saya

Ezzany and Ezatty

kembar kesayangan saya

Daniella...

diamonds in the sky

Arelong,angah,adik

threesome yg noty but yet cute

Tisha and Myra

yg aku rindu tp 

kdg2 ase nak lepuk 

kerana kegembasan masing2

hahaha

Suffyan...

the cutest baby boy 

I've ever laid my eyes on so far

Isla Tihani Zaara

the most precious baby

one million worth

but I think she is everything great to describe...  

Time out and went out (sneak out is better) with big boss, Miss Nurul... :-p

Beberapa arini sudah cukup bz buat saye

sebab leka dgn feast kat umah pak ndak

and lain2...

but mostly...

duduk di kedai la kan...

hurm...

semalam je dpt keluar ke Mid Valley

dgn big bos...

perjalanan naik tren yg mmg buat masing2

saket jiwa and saket aty!

Dgn tren rosak...

pit stop changing...

tah ape2 lagi la...

puas pun dek shopping...

jalan2 and makan je...

hurm tp bab2 makan ni worth it la kan...

especially dpt

Old Fashioned Butter Pechan...

kat BR...

memang marvelous lah weyh!!!

yummy... :-p

arini pun kat kdai nurul lagi...

esok time out kejap

g mndi bersama2 shiema and atin kat dlm

so mmg pack la jadual aku recently

and afterwards... :)

hope can do my best... 

(adakah sayer sudah makin tembam???)

(andalah judge sendiri)

:-p

~Tanpa Kesedaran... Impian Tidak Akan Jadi Kenyataan~

Malam ni aku pening

ape lagi nak merepek

kat blog aku an???

(berfikir sambil berteman kan fishball2)

>muke pun dah cam fishball huhuhu<

(and segelas sirap after air kelapa)

>ape nak jadi ni??? hahaha<

sedap2... isy isy isy

tetibe teringat la satu ayat

dari sebuah cite Melayu yg agak femes

satu ketika dulu...

“SOALNYA HATI”

kata2 dlm cerita tu ialah...

>TANPA KEBERANIAN... MIMPI TIDAK BERMAKNA<

tp hari ni rasenya tema ayat aku ialah...

>TANPA KESEDARAN... IMPIAN TIDAK AKAN JADI KENYATAAN<

ok... nape aku ckp gitu???

yesterday dgn today

aku dah jadi advisor...

kinda doktor cinta kpd

beberapa org kawan yg sekaligus tukar2 story dgn aku...

due org mamat ni...

kwan 2 baik aku gak...

cite masalah and dillema masing2

about love life diorg...

aku pun actually x tau nak ckp ape

sbb bkn la aku tersgt2 expert pun...

kalau expert pun

bab setelkan problem org jelah

problem sendiri...

hampeh...

pusing sana sini jgk last eh...

ok then kwn aku ni kate la...

“thanks sbb sedarkan aku...”

aku ckp la...

“aku gtau je...

kesedaran tu dari haty ko sendiri,

kalo aku berbuih advise ko

tp ko x nak sedar x guna gak...

hehehe”

aku doakan...

kawan aku tu...

“semoga kamu buat pilihan yg tepat sahabat”

~AMIN~

Moment kesedaran aku hari ni lak

ialah aku kna ubah semuanya...

in my life and all...

ade org pernah kata pada aku...

“Zarina, kalau jatuh cinta... jgn syg sgt2 kat org tu... give half of your heart so half lagi x cedera”

but aku just kate...

“who cares??? life and love is about taking chances and risks”

“we will never know unless after we try and took that oppurtunity”

“give it a shot coz life is what it worth”

fight for it...

for what you believe...

TEKAD and NEKAD

2 words u have to hold on to...

kalau kau rase

berbaloi utk semua itu...

kejarlah ia... :)

itu la jgk yg aku ckp kat kwn aku tu...

semoga die berjaya dpt kan semula

ape yg sepatutnya milik die... ^_^

dan itu jgk la yg aku akan buat...

I will try to change my life to be better

in studies and all...

and I know who I am doing all of this for

and even if this one change too...

I will be doing it all for myself...

so hopefully we will make it

until the end of time...

to the heaven and continue there... :)

(jauhnye impian and doa...)

~AMIN~

lagi satu citer...

pasal kesedaran td jugak la

ade la couple ni dtg kat kedai td

si mamat ni bkk lagu

Ana Rafali on his phone...

“Kalau Berpacaran”

aku sgt familiar dgn tune lagu tu

so slow cmne pun aku leh dgr lah...

then si minah ni beli buah amende tah...

and die tnya la if mamat ni nak buah pape kan...

and citer selanjutnya aku rase

korg sume leh agak la kan...

ape yg terjadi...

“dirty conversation” between kedua2 manusia ni...

aku yg berada kat dpn diorg pun terasa nk blah

sbb weyh,serious dowh pretty disgusting!!!

yeah we get it!

Kami tau la anda ber2 tu in love

tp x yah la nk hebah heboh dpn org citer

dalam2 ni...

smpn sendiri sudah...

sbb tu aku kate...

x bleh caye sgt...

dgr je lagu cmtu...

tp tetap tunjuk kat sume org

yg awk tu ikut “SI KETIGA” tu...

(bukanlah yg ckp ni baik sgt...

g dating kdg2 karaoke lagu tu jgk... )

:-p

tp please... bende2 dlman korg tu tolong ah...

kami x nak tau ye...

segan la sikit...

one more thing

kpd seseorg diluar sane...

iaitu gf kwn aku...

sedarlah ade org yg menyayangi anda seadanya...

jgnla kecewakan hati die...

die ni baik sgt...

berhentilah sakiti and lukai die...

hargai seseorg sementara masih ade k?

Jgn time dah khlgn die nnt baru nyesal...

so takat gitulah kisah kesedaran yg aku nk citer

kesedaran bermakna and x bermakna...

>sekali lagi pesanan penaja<

~TANPA KESEDARAN... IMPIAN TIDAK AKAN JADI KENYATAAN~

ape2 kesedaran dlm diri kita

and x kira la ape2 impian pun...

so renung2 kan...

semoga dpt beri sikit manfaat... :)

Thanks A Lot Cweety Cadbury @ Moon ... Also I loves Auburn Songs Now!!! (especially RUN AWAY)

Thanks Moon!!!

Kerana blog anda...

sayer sudah pun mengenali...

one more talent yg semua

lagu2 nyer best...

Auburn...

lagu2 die... :

The Perfect Two...

Maybe...

Growing Up...

I Am So Over You...

Run Away...

Particular Girl...

On Top Of The World...

(byk lagi sbnrnya)

Sume mmg best2...

suke suke suke...

also...

thanks Moon for curing me

with these songs...

with your words...

with your advise...

I found what I really need...

:) ^_^

thanks a lot fren...

really lucky to have ya there...