2nd Disember 2010 for me... Stpm day 5 and a whole lot tension and stress... sucks paper!

2 Disember 2010

bday die..

aku dah wish...

dlm phone and kat FB wall...

desperate sgt ke korg ase?

X kan?

Aku wat as a frenz okeh...

k,whatever

frust giler paper sejarah 2 td

mmg cam syial!

Malas ah nak komen lebih2...

huh!

Sudahnye...

aku dgn Ciema release tension

g makan KFC

hahaha

ptg g umah K.cik...

dpt present bday lg...

hahaha

Bantal as souvenir...

dari Pulau Pangkor...

and Kucing magnet...

comel! Dahla gebu jek...

pastu dpt telur pindang

(which she bought at MAHA special 4 me)

sgt2 lah sedap...

and that the end of 2^nd Disember 4 me this year...

STPM DAY 4... paper number 5 (and yet,it has to fall on my bday!!!)

Okeh... exam week...

memang cam sengal...

kuar dewan gelak2...

masing da poning tuh..

Selasa 30 November 2010

Birthday girl...

(yeah,that was me)

sambut bday dlm dewan exam utk PP2

hahaha

But... that paper is great...

I think I have done my best for the paper

so,hopefully the marks will also turn

the way I hope it would be...

After paper setel...

my sis called:

“akk,dtg ah cni”

aku yg mmg dah lama terpk utk jenguk wan

(die baru balik dari Mekah)

pun lalu bersetuju tanpa buang mase lg...

tanpa memikirkan risiko...

getting hurt all over again...

so,aku pown g ke rumah my sis...

otw masuk dlm kitorg selisih dgn die...

die yg x perlu disebutkan namenyer...

(that morning die wish gakla sambil senyum)

x sgka die egt lg...

tp itukan cumaan wish,

bukan anything spesial iya kan?

Then kat umah aku teruk dibuli bebudak ni...

(mcm x biase,hehehe)

Borak dgn wan cite die kat Mekah tu...

And borak dgn Ma pasal exam...

Kire gathering lah aritu...

I had so much fun...

Ma and Wan bg gelang and inai

dari Mekah...

(yeh dpt first bday gift)

hahaha

hepi-hepi...

Then aku balik...

Borak2 dgn geng2 tercyg...

Thank Ija

smpai sejam kite borak...

panas telinga kot...

cian ko,...

dahla my voice ni

high tunes cikit...

hehehe

My Bff,Cik Zai...

thank you...

we talk almost 1 hour and half...

mcm2 story kuar...

hahaha

I suke... :)

and cik Michael...

thanks wish dari background...

My dear babe...

Cik Saifudin...

thanks sebab wish gak...

and call me your beloved bday gurl...

:) <3 ya soooo much!!!

and seisi FB,

FORM 6 SMKDAS 2010,

KAWAN2 LAMA,

FAMILY,

CIKGU2...

thanks wish...

especially dak2 f6

(thanks korg x curah aku dgn tepung)

hahaha :-p

 

Craps yg aku tulis tyme tgh tensen... way back the day Along Fahmie kawen... ape kes tah aku mase tu tertacink and terfeeling jap...

The insecure thoughts and feeling...

Just being upset right now...

Somebody help me!!!

Kdg2 aku fikir...

aku ni senang sgt nak syg kat org kan?

Tp,

nak bosan dgn org pun senang...

kalau perkataan benci,

maybe...

tp xde la tgk2 je terus benci...

adelah sebab2 yg wat rase bukan2 mcm tu timbul

or dtg and hadir dgn sendiri...

bosan...

aku cepat je rase mcm tu

huh! Hmmmmm...

tp, kalau org tu pandai ambik ati

and jaga hati aku,

xdelah aku bosan...

but,of coz...
yelah,nak dpt betul2 ape yg kite nak

is not as easy as we thought it would be

so,bersyukur jelah dgn apa yg kite ade

right?

At least not everyone found or has it...

Kadang2 sgt2 susah nak adjust and

adapt to the situation...

sesuaikan diri dgn suasana baru,

org baru,cara baru...

but,this is life...

org kata,

yg patah tumbuh,yg hilang berganti...

tadi aku g wedding Along Fahmie

dan...

as always kalau g wedding

aku akan mulalah imagining things...

biaselah teenage girls

(jgn nak bohong kata korg x pernah wat camtu)

mmg nak kena if korg kata never...

at least sekali pun mesti pernah kan???

ececeh tolongla jgn klise sgt! Ahaks... :)

ok,here is the thing...

I remember,

I flashback,

I imagine and nampak...

tp malangnya x certain...

and I dunno what makes me felt soooo

insecure...

I mean,why?

What makes me feel like this?

What drove me to think this way?

Am I losing it or something?

But, it shouldn't be this fast...

I mean,come on..

give it a rest...

give chances...

few more...

and see how it is going...

its just a lonely thoughts...

believe me,hold on

it all will be over soon enough...

ok,gonna have to stop these craps

like,... right now!

before I go even more further
and being more nonsense than I do now...

wachaaaaa :(

Monday Blues... Please get me up from bed!!!

Monday Mood

beginning of the week!!!

just sit at home

studying Pengajian Perniagaan 2

paper for tmmrw...

Chaiyok2 !!!

Very the Pemalas... Ngoy!!!

Lazy Sunday...

doing absolutely nothing else than

watching tv and eat and sleep

then go to ibu's house

darn :( yawning

its bow-ring!!!

(x sedar2 tuh nak exam,ngok tul)

Yoho boo ya!!! (tajuk kebosanan dowh...)

27 November 2010

going to pak lang Mazlan's house

Along Fahmie get married to a Kelantanese lady

how sweet!!!

both looking gorgeous as ever...

have I ever tell you how much I love Weddings?

thats all...

P/S:hoping AN will be there

meeting as a relatives...

but as I expected

NO...

ahaks!!!

Whats With Me And Hospitals???

Arini punya story...

lepas penat meng update

entry blog utk beberapa hari lpas

ni cite aku harini...

Aku teman bpk aku g hospital td,

risau betul dgn keadaan beliau...

hopefully kesihatan die akan getting better...

yelah tetiba je...

refer klinik pakar 2 pembedahan,

panik la aku...

hrp2 xde pape la...

tu pun kna dtg blik...

dah jd mcm routine check...

minx2 mase tu aku dpt la temankan...

tp...

disebalik cerita tu

ade sesuatu yg sgt mengganggu aku

aku akan depressed setiap kali g hospital...

sbb aku x suke g hospital...

ubat,bau yg mcm2,

environment,emotion...

pendek cite...

I hate everything there...

ok,lets me explain...

ubat,bau and disgusting figure tu

kite xyah la nak mention...

masing2 pham lah kan...

tp environment and emotion tu lah

aku rase perasaan aku terdera setiap kali g hospital

seolah2 sumenyer sedih...

xkan ade environment gembira dihospital...

unless you dpt good news

or either you had a baby or something

(coz birth is nature beauty)

mksud aku mcm tulah...

aku xtau lah ni trauma or fobia

but hospital is the last place I wanna be...

so,unless ade hal saje aku akan g sana...

melawat,teman my fmly or aku sendiri yg hospitalised

or admitted in ward...

selain tu,nk g saje2 or keje kat sane

ha,you wish!!!

never...

thats y lah aku kagum dgn

hospital crew...

Doctor sbb diorg ni sbr,good looking,

pandai,berwibawa jek,and sggup hadap tugas medik gitu...

nurse sbb diorg ni sggup sacrifice and layan patient

dgn PATIENCE...

else than that,

there is no other way to make me

impress or admire hospital more...

maybe coz so far,

pengalaman aku kat hospital

is all about sadness...

so,i refuse to look back kot...

ntahla...

hopefully this is a normal thing to feel...

coz I really do hate it...

xtau la how to change my view,opinion or feelings ever...

so does my statement...

ahaks...

mybe I will feel this way 4ever

nothing can change it...

ever...

(I even thought of home birth...)

silly me,just to think of it...

p/s...

My dear sweetheart,where are you?

Sejak jadi supervisor and get promotion ni

bz je kejenyer...

mmg la bersyukur die naik pgkt.

Tp kdg2 uh...bosan....die xde...

rindu.... (ah,terlebih gedik lah kau disaat2 ini!!!)