Whats With Me And Hospitals???

Arini punya story...

lepas penat meng update

entry blog utk beberapa hari lpas

ni cite aku harini...

Aku teman bpk aku g hospital td,

risau betul dgn keadaan beliau...

hopefully kesihatan die akan getting better...

yelah tetiba je...

refer klinik pakar 2 pembedahan,

panik la aku...

hrp2 xde pape la...

tu pun kna dtg blik...

dah jd mcm routine check...

minx2 mase tu aku dpt la temankan...

tp...

disebalik cerita tu

ade sesuatu yg sgt mengganggu aku

aku akan depressed setiap kali g hospital...

sbb aku x suke g hospital...

ubat,bau yg mcm2,

environment,emotion...

pendek cite...

I hate everything there...

ok,lets me explain...

ubat,bau and disgusting figure tu

kite xyah la nak mention...

masing2 pham lah kan...

tp environment and emotion tu lah

aku rase perasaan aku terdera setiap kali g hospital

seolah2 sumenyer sedih...

xkan ade environment gembira dihospital...

unless you dpt good news

or either you had a baby or something

(coz birth is nature beauty)

mksud aku mcm tulah...

aku xtau lah ni trauma or fobia

but hospital is the last place I wanna be...

so,unless ade hal saje aku akan g sana...

melawat,teman my fmly or aku sendiri yg hospitalised

or admitted in ward...

selain tu,nk g saje2 or keje kat sane

ha,you wish!!!

never...

thats y lah aku kagum dgn

hospital crew...

Doctor sbb diorg ni sbr,good looking,

pandai,berwibawa jek,and sggup hadap tugas medik gitu...

nurse sbb diorg ni sggup sacrifice and layan patient

dgn PATIENCE...

else than that,

there is no other way to make me

impress or admire hospital more...

maybe coz so far,

pengalaman aku kat hospital

is all about sadness...

so,i refuse to look back kot...

ntahla...

hopefully this is a normal thing to feel...

coz I really do hate it...

xtau la how to change my view,opinion or feelings ever...

so does my statement...

ahaks...

mybe I will feel this way 4ever

nothing can change it...

ever...

(I even thought of home birth...)

silly me,just to think of it...

p/s...

My dear sweetheart,where are you?

Sejak jadi supervisor and get promotion ni

bz je kejenyer...

mmg la bersyukur die naik pgkt.

Tp kdg2 uh...bosan....die xde...

rindu.... (ah,terlebih gedik lah kau disaat2 ini!!!)