Assalamualaikum dan salam sejahtera...
Selepas seminggu aku kena jaga Panggung Seni utk Pekan Teater UKM 2012, aku nak tulis satu entry tentang teater. Berkait dgn kehidupan kita... Hidup bukan satu pementasan drama... walaupun ia seolah2 drama yg dilakonkan oleh setiap kita dgn watak masing2... Drama adalah adaptasi dari kehidupan manusia. Tp ia tetap lakonan, bukan realiti... most of it is fantasy... seolah2 sebuah cerita kehidupan yg boleh diedit dan ditukar2 jalan ceritanya mengikut fiksyen... Wayang semata2...
In real life, boleh ke kita tukar kisah hidup kita? NO, becoz kite bukan pengarah... kite cume watak dan karakter yg memainkan peranan diri kita masing2... takdir bukan ditangan kita walaupun nasib kita, cuma kite yg boleh ubah... bergantung kpd usaha diri kita... Cube tgk setiap yg berlakon tu... mereka cume memainkan watak je, diluar teater, mereka adalah org yg lain drpd yg dilakonkan tu, betul x?
So, sebenarnya hidup kite mmg penuh drama... (nak2 yg mcm kite rase tntg life kite sendiri) mcm mane aku ase life aku pnuh drama... semua org pun rasa mcm tu kan... tp drama mmg jadi di sekeliling kite setiap hari... kite x kan dpt knal seseorg tu sepenuhnya rapat mcm mane pun kita dgn die... kan? Its like, ko x boleh nk nmpk org lain mcm mane ko nmpk diri kau... even kdg2, diri kita sendiri pun kite x berapa nk kenal... sebuah pencarian, that is what our life are like...
Org sekeliling kite sendiri pun, penuh drama... x semua kite boleh percaya, x semua kita boleh harapkan... semua ade je cover mask masing2... erm, no honesty la disitu... kdg2, org yg x disangka2 tu yg tikam kita dari belakang... so, thats what the life are for those yg put trust but been betrayed.
Cuma percayalah, drama bukan realiti, walaupun ia adaptasi kehidupan kita, realiti bukan lah drama yg boleh kite ubah pelakon dan jalan ceritanya sesuka hati kita... dan kite x kan boleh jadi watak lain or org lain yg bukan diri kita sendiri... kite, x boleh jadi seseorg yg lain. We can just simply be ourself. Thats all. And lead our own life the way we are supposed to. Destiny are not us to change, or to decide, but, our life decision, and our fate next, are us to decide where we what to lead our life, which way, and how... kite lah yg melakar dan mencorakkan kehidupan kite, bukan org lain, cume, ingat... kita sbgai manusia cuma merancang, tapi segalanya... Allah S.W.T yg tentukan... kesudahannya... no one will ever know...
Satu cerita dari pekan teater ukm 2012 ni yg betul2 buat aku berfikir dan hayati coz it is really meaningful wlpn ade yg ckp boring... ialah ARCA dari KTDI sbb its about the creation who forgot her creator... its about seorg pencipta arca yg menghidupkan arca tu... but he fell in love with his own creation... tp creation die tu x nak hidup terkurung... dia nak bebas... tgk dunia luar, kind of lupe diri sbb die ase terkongkong konon la dgn creator die... with rules and everything... then one day mase arca ni nk escape, pencipta die dpt tau...
Pencipta dia marah sgt and he destroyed arca tu sbb die ase sgt terluka hati dgn kata2 arca tu... in one minute. Eventhough the creator ase sgt sedih sbb arca die tu dah terhapus, tp die ttp stay still, unharmed except hurt inside. Sbb die terlalu syg creation die tu... yg die bg everything she ever wanted.
So, bygkan lah people, its not just about boneka or arca. Its also about us the human... betapa sometime ungrateful we are of Allah... we should obey ALLAH and respect the rules been made. Make ALLAH happy with us, not mad at what we did. ALLAH loves us soooo much. Gives us everything we need. Generously gives us to live and fulfill everything and grant us the best for us in our life even sometime we never know that. Or actually deep inside we know it, just hard to admit it. Bayangkan betapa kata2 kite setiap hari tu mcm mane... have we ever thought of ALLAH in our daily life, even for one minute??? selain waktu solat... seriously... have we??? have we miss ALLAH?... miss Rasulullah??? have we??? ask ourself that question once... I am sure we all will be staggered to answer... ALLAH kalau die nak ambik kite, nak tarik nyawa kite... kejap je... bile2 mase je... don't we ever forgot that... sebab mengingati mati, adalah sebab kenapa kite masih terus hidup dan bernafas dibumi ALLAH ni setiap hari...
Keadilan Dunia buat aku terfikir... manusia x pernah rasa puas dan cukup dgn ape yg mereka ada... sedangkan ALLAH tu Maha Adil dan bagi ape yg kite perlukan sbb DIA terlalu cintakan kita... SUBHANALLAH... so teater dari kuo ni mmg buat aku termenung jap... thats all I can share peeps... yg lain tu maybe not worth sharing 4 so now.. until the next entry...
My last word is... drama is the spices of your life, not the whole point it is about =)
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