LAST DAY OF STPM...... oh yeah!!!

15^th December 2010-Wednesday

Paper ke-8 STPM 2010...

hari ke 7...

BAHASA MALAYSIA KERTAS 1

kertas terakhir yg mesti aku hadapi

sebelum betul2 selesai dgn peperiksaan ini...

mmg nervous...

mmg excited...

mmg giler takut...

disinilah penghabisan...

penentu...

titik noktah sebuah perjalanan...

yelah...

kalau org lain...

takat ulang semester je...

tp aku?

Ulang daripada mule tu...

Mau x giler dibuatnye?

keluar dewan masing2 senyum je...

tp dlm hati aku tau...

semua berbaur rase...

setidaknye aku rase begitu...

kuar dewan exam...

gembira  sbb dpt jwb dgn baik...

and lancar...

rase yakin dgn paper terakhir tu...

aku ase seolah2 aku dah buat yg terbaik...

ape je result yg bakal aku terima,

aku berserah jelah skrg nih...

hopefully baguslah kan...

AMIN... ^_^

tp the hardest part...

ialah...

meninggalkan sekolah...

kitorg main tepung sume...

as a symbol of a freedom...

and the end of torturing years....

we have go beyond than we expect...

I am so proud of myself and others...

the journey...

it has been amazing...

that is was important...

and also...

we all have to say goodbyes...

the last waves...

the farewell...
which can be hard to do...

especially when your heart really does

attach to the ones you loves...

and I find its hard to say goodbye,

to all my friends who i'll be missing afterwards

and...

to him...

he is one of the hardest part to say goodbye...

that day we talk...

he says something to me...

and I talk back to him...

and then I have to see he leaves...

but...

isn't that is what I always want?

Run from his shadows?

Never met him afterwards?

Build my life without his name?

YES, IT IS!!!

why is in the world

when the time comes,...

it is so hard?

My heart felt sooo heavy...

but, eventually...

people says goodbyes...

and move on...

which exactly what I do...

hope things are going better...