Wednesday, November 13, 2013

"The Story Of An Hour"-Kate Chopin- The story of US.

The Story Of An Hour By Kate Chopin
Selected Literary Work

K, honestly, cerita pendek ni berjaya
buat aku menangis bila baca.
Kalau ikutkan cite ni 
xdelah sesedih mana pun.
At least x la sedih sgt sbnrnya
sampai aku perlu emo bila baca.

Tp tetap menyentuh hati
sampai bila bljr review short story ni
aku boleh jd depressed dlm kelas td
and buat poem tanpa aku sedari.

Dgn x sengaja air mata ni 
meleleh je ke pipi.
X sgka jgk sbnrnya tu tadi.
Seolah2 jd beku skjp 
dan nadi terhenti.
Anyway, meh cite sikit 
psl short story ni…

Kisah ni adalah tentang seorg isteri yg baru dpt berita suami dia dah xde. Tp die sedih kjp je dan hepi sbb dia bebas drpd hidup bersama dgn suami die yg dlm cerita ni seorg yg ok.tp menggangu emosi die. So at the end die dpt tau suami die hidup lg then die plk mati terkejut or heart attack.

Ape yg cube aku nyatakan..
One, aku ni tersgtla sensitif 
skrg especially cite2 camni

2nd, aku rse cerita ni 
sgtla cerita kitorg,
3rd, terlalu byk significance yg sama.

Our marriage was a fine one.
But then, I lost who I really am.
That’s the matter.
I became someone he 
really want me to be.
Someone he EXPECT me to be.
I just be who I should be instead 
of who I want to be.
I am supposed to be 
doing my responsibility
And my heart was tortured 
long enough and suffered.

Sama mcm watak dlm cite ni. 
I became someone else.
Not known as Zarina.
But, …..’s wife
……’s daughter in law
I lost-ed ME.
I will never became who I was 
before this again..
She is not here anymore.

No longer being the strong 
and tough one.
She had collapse in her grief 
and sadness and 
stumble to move on.
Gripping to survive and 
trying very hard to stand up.

Even though I know there are still
Many thing to be happy for,
To be celebrated for,
To be cheerish of in life…
But still a part of me was gone.
Half of me…
Because all of this while,
 He has always been 
the centre of my life.

She always worship him on 
the sake of her duty as a wife.
Anyway, after he let me go,
I thought there are still 
a lot of thing could be happening.

It takes time…
A LOT OF TIME REALLY…
I didn’t say it is going to be easy…
Its hard. I felt loss everyday.
I miss him each day with 
so much misery inside.

But, what all of that are for?
What its worth to feel so,
For someone that being 
so mean to me 
as if I’m the dog.

Teling the truth, 
my heart cries.
I wont deny that 
I am sobbing in front 
of the laptop now.
But he doesn’t worth it.

I admit he was a good 
and responsible one in everything.
But he forgot one thing.
My feelings. 
My heart races for him.

What can I say, when 
he… just…forgot.
That’s the mentally abuse 
or violence in this story.
But, mine is not that 
so much short story.

Still, he does not abuse me, 
he just, forgot.
Forgot how much we 
have been in love with...
once.

Compared to me,
when we were still married
that’s what on my mind mostly.
And to tell the truth,
Sometimes I miss the way
 I’ve been known by 
…’s wife than rather just me.

But, now I know that’s 
the best for me, and him.
Me? It always been oppression
 towards everything.
And, depressed. 
That’s what I am suffering of.
I am sick, yes. Its a disease.
That’s the medical term for it.
And he just, cant handle 
that and accept it.

Ya Allah, help me to be 
the alive one with souls.
Rather than a skeleton 
with nothing to live on.
Amin Ya rabbal Alamin.

Live life to the fullest today,
Coz u might not see 
the bright sunshine tomorrow.

I miss you abang, I really do.
I miss everything we 
used to have together.
I miss you, the OLD you.
The one I know that 
always on my back.
Not the one who let me go.
But I know Allah knows best.
Live your life happily abang,…
May one day I will finally 
get to let you go off my heart.



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