Assalamualaikum w.b.t …
pembuka kata aku hari ni...
tadi baru je semua berkumpul
utk kawah berapi lagi sekali...
ade la mcm persidangan meja2 bulat gak kot...
diorg berbincang pasal result aku je and
kemana aku nk g pasni...
serta plan2 hidup aku seterusnya...
xdelah menyentuh bab2 personal sgt td...
tp most on academic la kan...
mendengar je aku ade apply SPA
membuat ade antara mereka yg terkejut giler2...
sbb x sgka idea utk keje tu timbul dlm minda aku.
So diorg pun confront aku about the working idea
and said
>knpe lak aku nk keje since keputusan aku ok
and leh lagi smbung blaja...
so diorg pun berbincang and decide
that working or working while studying is totally
unacceptable and impossible...
so NO NO NO...
larangan...
(terasa mcm dgr2 je bunyi ketukan kayu in court)
pasal LAW plak...
diorg mmg x approve lgsg...
sbb diorg kata keje tu ssh nk dpt
subjek tu berat nak bwk...
(takut aku x mampu)
gaji pun biase2...
then susah cuti..
pastu lak diorg kata
kalau salah defend...
kite yg kna tggung dosa...
hurmmmmmmmmmmm....
K FINE!!!
aku let go je bab LAW even aku ltak gak LAW tu
dlm pilihan choices termasuk
HD dgn HR...
and aku ltak gak TESL …
if possible mmg nak apply UKM dgn UPM
antara due tulah
x la dekat and x la jauh...
so kire ok la...
skrg just tggu result je mcm mane...
so mmg dlm 3-4 thun akan dtg
aku DIWAJIBKAN study tanpa
memikirkan idea2 or plan lain
termasukla idea and plan kami
yg korg ade bace sebelum2 ni...
kalau tak...
mau ade yg masam muka kang...
me... him with my family...
kami pun dah berbual kjap td...
bincang balik elok2 mcm mana...
and eventhough die mmg assist that
we get on with the plan...
I somehow convinced him not to...
sbb my family will totally object and go nuts
go bananas if they heard about our plan...
for my family here...
ACADEMIC IS THE MOST NUMBER ONE PRIORITY
and the last thing I want is a fight with them
eventhough all I do is hating it at the back all this while
but, SHIT they are very good brainwasher...
DAMN IT !!!!!!!
everything dah decide ikut plan...
study...
and its not that I don't want to continue study
I totally do...
and after a long discussion...
I think the best we can do for everyone sake is...
wait till I finished my final exam on my last year...
then we can go further...
he is totally understanding with my situation...
even he isn't really agree how they works 2 torture me..
he is giving me strength... spirit...
to get on...
confort me with his words
giving his words as guarantee...
that as long as we are together...
or as long as we trust each other...
be there for one another...
we gonna be fine and ok...
sort of calming me down...
so far everything has been great...
so I chosed to continue believing it...
have faith in him...
so my dear...
just another 4 years more from 1000 years
I hope we can deal with it together...
and thats y when you said you could do it
you would do it...
and you are willing to go through it...
I almost burst into tears...
coz I know I have you with me...
and thats y...
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH
MR SAIFUDIN... :)
your patience is our gain... ^_^
that I promise you...
like Ibu said...
this is for our own future...
and maybe...
thats true...
coz I can't live without you...
this is so not my original life plan...
but I guess this is another exception
I was willing 2 gave...
for you...
I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought, hey
You know this could be something
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing
So maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one
I remember every look upon your face
The way you roll your eyes, the way you say
You make it hard for breathing
'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
I'm finally now believing
That maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one
I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought, hey
Maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking, ooh
I can't live without you
'Cause baby, two
Is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
But I figured out with all that's said and done
Two is better than one
Two is better than one
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